miracles in december eng version

yas and is

they are cute together. mule2 si yas ni nak sorok dr aq. td bru tkeluar. konon best friend la. rupe2 nye da 9 bulan bcinte. even is tu 'special' tp yas terime seadenye. hebat betol budak dua org nie. haha...
yang aq salute si is nie bapak la honest giler. mule2 si yas ni jual mahal. kekonon malu gitu haa..
sekali bagai nak rak bcinte.

yas ckp kat aq die mmg syg gler2 da kat is tu. aq tgok is tu pon bukannye mcm llki len. bagus la yas. aq doakan korang berdua kekal. mulut aq kan masin. hewhew. 

aq respek giler kat is kot. seriously aq xpenah nmpk llki yg sggop bkorban mcm2. sampai keyyel ko anta yas tu. padahal umah kat johor. hewhew. tp is tu mmg dasyat giler la. is tu xde la ensem mane pon tp perangai die tu mmg salute bak hang.

aq? masih begini n terus begini. krikk krikk.. td mas ckp, "fiza, aq nak kenalkan ko ngn kawan aq ni. ko tayahla sedey2 da". sengal ko nyah. aq appreciate tp xtbukak ati lg laa.. da nak buat mcm mane. mulut je kate mcm2. lam ati, sape tahu kan.

seriously kwn2 kat umk sgt precious bg aq. time aq sedeyh, ade je modal nak hepikan aq.

aq nak sgt 2015 ni jd tahun yg plg indah utk aq kenang. *cewah

aku dan takdir

aq xsangke. serious. aq boleh access semua result budak umk batch aq including umk pc n bachok skali.

xde niat pon nak tahu result org tp alhamdulillah. aq bleh tahu gak. including semua org uolls.. aq tgok result dorg for both sem. ade yg excel but ade yg x. pape pon, break a leg for upcoming exams guys.

bile aq tgok result org len, aq mcm:
         "Ya Allah. ko beri yg lg baik utk aq. sedangkan aq tengok usaha org laen mcm mane. ye! aq mmg pemalas tp dgn keputusan yg aq dpt, aq bterime kasih byk2"

      ye! kat asasi dulu, mmg aq down. tp aq stiase bnaseb baek. rezeki yg Allah bg kat aq ni tkadang rase mcm aq xlayak. aq tgok kwn aq, saban mlm stadi tp aq? rileks cmtu je. Insya Allah aq akan buat yg lagi baik. doakan aq ye kawan2.  semoga kerajinan dan aq akan stiasa bsama.

      to all my beloved coursemates, good luck n let's achieve our goals together.

J-Hope

1. J-Hope real name is   Jung Hoseok

2. His Birthday is 18 February 1994.

3. J-Hope Favorite Color is Green.

4. J- Hope Favorite weather is spring.

5.  J-Hope Blood Type is A.

6. J- hope Favorite Number is 7.

7. J-Hope is the type of person to approach someone without hesitation and his speaking habits are also like that.

8. J-HOPE hates exercising/working out.

9. Rap Monster, “If I’m fire, J-Hope is water. he’s good at ‘turning off’ my bad habits. He’s really sociable so he’s good at mixing with others and our group members.”

10. J-Hope sometimes nagging RapMon and he says “Okay. I won’t do that anymore.” But he never really listens. Now most of RapMon bad habits are fixed.

11. J-Hope received commissioned education in Gwangju after signing a contract with his company.

12. J-hope long face is 27 cm.

13. When Jin made seaweed soup for J-Hope and it tasted really good, it made J-Hope speechless because he think it tasted like his mom’s.

14. Before debut J-hope hate doing aegyo but now he change his mind for his fans.

15. Q) I heard that J-Hope was part of the street dance team NEURON.

J-Hope, “While promoting underground with my street dance team, I did a lot of popping. In popping, there’s another sub-genre called Boogaloos and that was the one I did the most. I got a lot of prizes and performed a lot while promoting. If Rap Monster rapped underground so I in danced.”

16. Q) The promotions you did back then must’ve helped you a lot with promoting in Bangtan.

J-Hope , “Yes. Of course, it helped a lot. We all came up with our own choreography for our dance breaks in “We Are Bulletproof Pt.2”. I’m working hard in filling the gaps that the members have in dancing.”

17. J-Hope won an underground dance battle and even performed at a festival.
V, “I can confirm this. While enrolling at Korea Arts School, there were lots of trainees coming from different districts. When I debuted with Bangtan, my friends asked me “J-Hope hyung, is he the one from that dance academy in Gwangju?” That’s how famous he was.”

18. J-Hope, Jimin, and Jungkook would often take lead and practice at midnight or sometimes even 1 or 2 am, practicing for two hours each time.

19. J-Hope and B.A.P Zelo went to the same Academy for rap and dance in Gwangju.

20. J-Hope is like mother in BTS because he is sometimes nag other members.

21. His ideal type is someone who loves him which is known as his fans, thoughtful, good at cooking, read a lots of book, and only loves him. He want to cool, talk and read books with her.

22.  J-Hope and B.A.P Youngjae audition together for their JYP audition.

23. J-Hope’s resolution in 2014 —> “Since we already got an award, i want to work harder and show a better of me. Since also  have activities in Japan look forward to them. I also learning Japanesse, so i already putting thoughs on working hard for our Japan activities.

24. V said J-hope as like Doraemon, because he always find the solution.

25. J-Hope is closest with Jungkook.

26. His role model is Benzino.

27. When J-Hope younger, he wants to be a singer.

28. His motto, “If you don’t work hard, there won’t be good result.”

29. J-Hope express the color of BTS is Red because they think BTS be burn hot and the red of passion.

30. Everyday J-Hope writing lyrics and like visiting the Fancafe when he has time because he need to know what are fans saying.

31. When he had trouble or worried something, he share with Rap Monster and Suga.

32. When J-hope has super power, he wants read people heart and know the truth.

33. All members said J-Hope is so friendly.

34. In Hallowen event, J-Hope wants to be a Batman.

35. Q) If you had a compare J-Hope to non human, what would they be?

Jungkook, “Deer.”

Jimin, “The 2nd Grandma.”

Suga, “A Cat.”

V, “A Deer.”

JIN, “J-Hope is like a beagle puppy. At home he’s really untidy and leaves things scattered around and he’s also clinging into people all the time.”

36. His hometown is Gwangju but it’s been 3 years since he moved to Seoul.

37. He wants Japanesse fans called him ‘Sugoi J-Hope’.

38. His nicknames is Hope, Smile Hoya,.

39. His image before debuting is a passionate child who liked dancing.

40.When he was younger he was quite famous in the Gwangju dance underground. Rapping, dancing, and singing was his life.

41. For J-Hope, Bangtan is another him.

42. A song to listen to on rainy days is Remy Shand ‘Rocksteady’.

43. When he feel strained, he looks at the sky. These days he is happy so it goes away naturally.

44. Things he wants to steal from other members is Jimin’s chocolate abs, Rap Monster’s rap skill and his good English.

45. J-Hope said about member’s secret is they have abs.

46. Someday he wants to be like Benzino, A$AP Rocky, influence his music and fashion style.

47. J-Hope likes Dynamic Duo ‘Solo’ because he had memories about that song. In the past, he had girlfriend that he like a lot, but she left him for another man. He very upset so he riding the bus and played that music. (Rookie Channel)

48. V said the one who clean up the mess is J-Hope. He cleans up after their neatly, just like a mom. And he also good at folding the laundry like a mom.

49.  J-Hope Favorite Song in 2nd mini album Skool Luv Affair is 하루만 ( Just One Day)

50. When BTS MV making Boy in Luv  in Namyangju, J-Hope collapsed in there But after going to the hospital, J-Hope recover quickly and then he came back to the MV making location soon. And Jung Kook said that J-Hope’s strength is really Amazing.

51. Q) Which outfit concept do u like in the Simulatin Love Game? [Kstar Wonderland]

J-Hope,  “All of them is not doing yet, but i like to wear a suit. Because i think masculinity will comes out, i enjoy it. (Laugh)” <J-HOPE shows off his looks and favourite suit>

52. Q) Do you have any expression that hard to try to shoot? Please explain it. [Kstar Wonderland]

J-Hope : I always doing or look over with various expressions, rather than to be difficult, i enjoy it.

53. J-Hope Ideal Date –>  “I love the sea, I would like to walk down to the beach and holding hands a girl~! (Laugh)”

54. J-Hope,  “In middle school, while I studied I also did my best learning how to dance! I received various awards with my performances and I remember that was also pretty famous between my friends~ (laughs).”

55. Q) By the way, you held a showcase in Japan for the first time, how were the Japanese fan’s reactions?

J-Hope: We did a high touch with everyone but there were lots of shy people and some couldn’t even look at us in the eye…

56 . J-Hope have a dog. and the dog name Mickey.

57. J-Hope want to get closer with Im Jeong Hee because he fans her. And he really respect with Park Ji Young.

58. Jin imagined When God Made J-Hope?

 Jin : “Add a bit of hygiene sense, we’ll make his face length a bit long. It’ll be nice if he’s a bit hopeful, so just a bit HYPERACTIVITY!”

59. Jimin’s first impression about J-Hope, “The first person i met was J-Hope. He was very friendly to me, ‘Excuse me, Jimin..’. So i remembered J-Hope the most.”

60. J-Hope being a Singer Tradisional  for ‘One Day Show Champion Mission’. -Show Champion 140416-

61. Suga and J-Hope are really bad in drawing.

62. If get a day off, Rap Monster, J-Hope, and Suga want to go to vacation. -MCD Backstage 140425-

63. J-Hope likes Melodramatic movies and he is quite sensitive.  His father likes movies, so he remembers watching a lot of DVDs since he was a kid.

64. Watching Melodrama’s really helps J-Hope for writes lyrics.

65. When he was wearing a mask all the time for No More Dream performance, he was tiring because he had to do a lot of skin care.

 J-Hope, “Taking care of my skin is difficult. Recently, acne/pimple is are a particular problem for me these days. I’d try to do a lot of cleansing and choose the right products make up for my skin but there’s no effect. I want to have ‘Honey Skin.”

66. If J-Hope given time alone for a day, he wants to travel. He wouldn’t bring a camera like Suga and take a lot of pictures food, scenery, selcas with my phone.

67. J-Hope’s first time traveling overseas to Japan was after debut . Riding an airplane and eating an in-flight meal for the first time.

68. J-Hope hasn’t been to the theaters by himself. But if he gets the chance, he will go alone to watch a Melodrama.

69. J-Hope wants trying to trick Suga if he had a chance to do a hidden camera on another member.

70. J-Hope wants to do a program like ‘Infinity Challenge’, where you can talk while also using your body. He also thinks being on programs like ‘Radio Star’ and wants to appear on a program with Noh Hong Chul.

71. J-Hope said music shows are hard because they receive a lot of pressure and constantly look for the camera.

72. For J-Hope, the most important thing is a Charger.

73. Q : Close your eyes. If you could do anything, be anywhere, with anyone, what would you be doing?

- J-Hope, “Spend the day with a fan.”

74. J-Hope thinks always neat and clean, so he loves scold Rap Mon about it.

75. When BTS were dance rehearsal for ‘Boy In Luv’, after 10 hours of the rehearsal, they got home at 5 in the morning and nobody hesitated to take a shower even though they were all wrecked. But it seemed like lazy, J-Hope missed his timing to have a shower, lying down on the bed, he was enjoying his web surfing time. So Suga asked to J-Hope, “Hey, don’t you want to take shower?”. Suga just asking, but J-Hope  looked as if he got insulted or something.

J-Hope, “SUGA! You know i always take a shower! I’ll do it in 5 minutes! I can’t sleep without a shower!”

Suga, “Ugh.. Alright.. I see..”

But in the end, J-Hope fell asleep with his laptop in his bed.

76. About J-Hope’s evil side. [BTS FESTA RADIO]

- Jimin, “J-Hope is bright guy, laught a lot and has become hopeful like his name. J-Hope has good energy that effects everyone in a good way and i  think J-hope is awesome. And people think he’s always nice and innocent. But, inside his smiley face, there’s an evil living there. J-Hope winds me up all the time but never stop smiling even when he does that. But you can never punch someone who looks so happy like that. One day, i was sleeping and all of sudden he poked me and shook me saying,

‘Jiiiimiiiiiiiin, wake up and play with me!!!!’

So, i woke up. But right after i opened my eyes, he just grinned at me and went back to sleep like nothing happened. So i thought,

‘Uuuugh! i can never say anything to him cause he’s older than me!’.

And once he told me he would give me a massage and started squeezing the back of my neck, and that got tigher and tigher! He was smiling at then too! At the end i wat getting upset but he didn’t stop it. He was doing it even harder and said,

‘This will relax your muscles.’

When i was sitting down at the rehearsal room during the break, he head locked me. He hit me once and left the room so i looked at him with a serious face for a second. J-Hope, the timid, came to the room only after three seconds and gave me some mischievous hugs and said,

‘Jimin! Are you upset at me? Are you?? You are not! Aren’t you??’

Chuckling hard, he left room after 10 seconds. What should i do with him?”

77. J-Hope Greetings, “Hi!! I’m your hope, konichiwa BTS no J-Hope desu, nihao wo shi J-hope.” [J-Hope write his profile]

78. Have you ever seen another member doing something extremely cheesy for the fans that made you cringe? (All member choose J-Hope) [Arirang Pops In Seoul Ep 2724]

- Rap Monster, “There’s something he always says whenever we make a comeback or wrap up our promotion. He says that we got to make a comeback or successfull complete the promotion, thanks to the love shown by our fans.”

- Suga, “I’m not good at expressing how i feel with words.But Jimin and J-Hope are good at expressing themselves.I envy them for that.”

- Jungkook, “Me neither!”

79. Confession Camera [MNET America Go!BTS]

# J-Hope to Rap Monster
Rap Monster : What?
J-Hope : I apologize for your existence. Just kidding.I have one thing to apologize for.
Rap Monster : Just one??
J-Hope : Sorry, i always tease you about your snoring. I’m sorry man.
Rap Monster : It’s okay, i have many things to apologize for, too.

80. V and J-Hope did Self PR Time mission at M!Countdown Begins (140918). They sing and dance to the slow version of your part in their song of ‘Danger’. But V did a funny one like a roar of lion in the Metro Goldwyin Mayer trade mark. In the end, V said ‘Bye’ with a weirdest expression.

81. J-Hope, “Looking back at my audition, i got more matured and refined. I’ve improved in music too.” [SKOOL LUV AFFAIR KEYWORD TALK]

82. J-Hope’s dream as an artist is he wants to be on various TV Shows. [SKOOL LUV AFFAIR KEYWORD TALK]

83. Happines for J-Hope is if he doesn’t care about the standards, and think he’s happy then he’s happy. [SKOOL LUV AFFAIR KEYWORD TALK]

84. Name 3 requirements for J-Hope happiness is Family, Health, and Love. [SKOOL LUV AFFAIR KEYWORD TALK]

Cr : btsdiary

jhope

<3

 

 

 

faint +_+

:)

Nunmul

Tears of pain run down my cheek,
wishing I was able to hold the one I seek.

Tears from my heart I cry,
left out here alone to die.

Tears I cry from the soul,
wishing my heart was once again whole.

Tasting the tears,
trying to wipe away the fears.

Wondering if I will ever be able to hold the one I love,
wondering if someone will help me from above.

I can't take this anymore, you've won,
Tears run down my cheek, as I hold this gun.

Source: www.familyfriendpoems.com

My 2cent

             Of kos la psl kpop. Definitely aq bukan nak sokong mane2 pihak. Xwajar nak haramkan kpop sebab mende yg jd mase b1a4 dtg sini. Aq selaku kpopper yg xbrape nak tegar cm ecah, faham feeling dak uh. Ko bayangkan retis yg ko duk tgok kat lam yutiub ade kat depan mate. Mane xcayaq. Of koz la overwhelm giler2. Tp selaku org Islam, mmg melampau la bg baro tu sentuh dgn izin. Pakcik baro tu siap tanye bleh ke x. yg g jwb boleh tu watpe. Perasaan malu tu kene ade. Maybe aq ni xmcm bdk2 keyyel yg pegang tu bese2. Stakat bdk kampong yg mase kat palam kene culture shock tgok bdk2 pompuan men basket ngn llki satu court je. Lau zelo nak cium aq pon, aq ajak kawen lu. Xkuase aq nak kiss2 depan public. 

            Undeniable, org korea mmg ramai buat plastic surgery. Zelo pon dgrnye buat jugak. Itu hal dorg la. Mamat kpop gay? Mcm la kat mesia xde. Nak tuding2 jari kat org lain buat ape. Nak hina2 org lain. Kita selalu salahkan orang lain untuk tutup kesalahan kita. Setiap kali orang tuding jari ke arah kita,kita akan tuding jari semula ke arah orang tu. X sedar ke satu jari tuding kat org lain, 4 lagi hala kat kite balik. Nak salahkan kpop jugak ke psl mende tu? Mende2 cm ni xleh la nak pukul rata. Let say, org ckp org Malaysia lawa2. Xsemua lawa yg pastinye. Same goes to this. Faham konsep please. Xtgok drama melayu yg slalu men kat tv tu? Asenye lg teruk. Ade je scene kiss2 kat dahi. Cite yg tunjuk bed scene pn byk. Tu blm masuk kes vulgar words yg xkene tapis tu. #oppss

            In this case, mmg bdk tu slh tp xperlu lah bash teruk2. Mcm la kite ni maksum sgt. Tegur sekadarnye. Xyah la sampai tahap mak bapak xreti ajar, xde pdirian agama. Sape kite nak hukum slh org laen? Nak kire agama die tahap mane? Tu blm lagi masuk geng2 yg politikkan mende nie. Konon salah kerajaan bagai. Lol. Pathetic.

            Nak ckp pasal hukum agama, mmg aq xde ilmu dlm mende nie. Lecturer aq sdiri ckp, bab agama biarlah org yg blaja ilmu agama jelaskan. Aq stakat budak sains ptanian je yg masih xleh bezakan duku, dokong ngn langsat (nanti aq tuntut ilmu ni.. hahaha). Itu bidang dorg. Org yg blaja ilmu agama la yg duk ggih tuntut ilmu blaja kitab n g skolah pondok. Aq xde ilmu2 cmtu. Hukum bhibur ni setahu aq boleh tp ia akan jd haram kalau sampai blebihan. Yg pasti, bsederhana la. Mende ni aq ase xjd isu sgt kalau yoona snsd ngn mamat melayu. Org maybe akan ckp untunglaa llki uh. xDenye org ckp yoona raba lelaki melayu. Uwekkk… 

            Lam case nie aq tgok mamat melayu yg react lebeyh2. Padahal kat tgn sebelah pegang rokok, sebelah pegang awek. *smirk. Nak tegur memang boleh bang, tp ayat ko kasar sgt. Tegur leklok please. mmg la boleh nak tegur, tp ade care die. Xyah la smpai nk aibkan kpoppers sedunia. #teraseplease…

my cuti sem

bizi

crochet mende nieyh.

:)

The Importance Of Understanding Yourself
And How We Create What We Think About

Fear and not having a clear idea of what we want are two of the main reasons we fail in life. Our relationships are mainly affected by our fears and insecurities, along with the lack of respect, honesty, responsibility and appreciation.

Experiences are acquired through our journey in life; we choose and create our beliefs, fears and opinions based on all our experiences in life. Even though things and life are the way they are, mainly, we all have different opinions and beliefs about everything and everybody. Other people have opinions about us too. They may demean or limit our capacity and intelligence but what really matters is the opinion we have about ourselves. You either choose to accept and follow what other people believe or you decide to be yourself and live according to the reality of life.

By living life as it is and being yourself, you create an image about you. It is extremely important to understand how this image, created by your beliefs and imagination, direct and influence your growth. This image that you create about you determines who you are and how you feel; it determines how successful you become and how far you can get in life. In short, you are as happy or sad as you see yourself.

Even though beliefs create the mental images that influence our behavior, actions and results, in the end, beliefs are mental states that have nothing to do with reality. People can think whatever they want about you, but it is entirely up to you either to believe those images and act accordingly, or to picture yourself reaching the stars.

We have to be clear... what really matters and what will shape your destiny is what you think about yourself, nothing else but the image you create about you. Believe blindly in yourself! Everything starts in the mind. If you really want to accomplish your dreams, picture yourself having and living the life you want. Believe in you and be confident! It doesn't matter how bad or difficult the circumstances may look like.

If you believe and conceive that you can break through all odds and get to the top, you will. That is life; it will give you only what you ask, nothing else! The problem is that most of the people focus mainly in what they don't want and then they ask themselves why they get the results they obtain.

The future may look uncertain or impossible for others, but it doesn't necessarily have to be that way for you. You, and everybody else, have been granted with so many blessings and two of them are the capacity to choose and to make decisions. You can decide and make the choice of choosing your attitude. You have the power, talents, capacity and intelligence to brighten your world as much as you want, but this will only happen once you change your attitude and believe in yourself.

There is no excuse; you need to understand that regardless of what you have in front of you, or how "low you may be", you must believe in you. This and only this is what will make you break through. Believing in you, having a blind faith and being clear in what you want, having a burning desire to get what you want, a never-ending determination and an unstoppable persistence to move forward will definitely allow you to reach the unreachable.

Without exception, all of us have fears. But the difference between success and failure is how we deal with our fears. Not only are fears mental but they also are part of our beliefs. There is no excuse to be a failure, poor, ignorant or to belong to the great majority of people who choose to live in a destructive environment; it is nothing but your choice. If you don't do anything for yourself, nobody else will. If you don't change your beliefs about you, who will?

So smile and create positive mental pictures of your life in your world, all the time, every second of your life. Be clear; focus only on the things you want and eventually they will be yours.

--- Copyright © 2010 Eduardo Dominguez

Read more at http://www.motivateus.com/stories/understanding-yourself.htm#BfR5M1QJ1LX495PJ.99

Second Confession.

harap zelo xmarah. cinta sy da tbagi dua,,, #merong :P

Jung Hoseok (born February 18, 1994 yakni tua 2bulan 4hari dr sy), better known by his stage name, J-Hope ^_^ , is a South Korean rapper (same cam zelo), singer, dancer, music composer, and songwriter. He is a member of the South Korea hip-hop boy band, Bangtan Boys (also known as Bulletproof Boy Scouts), formed by the Big Hit Entertainment. The group debuted on June 12, 2013, with their single No More Dream .

dengar2 die satu skolah ngn zelo skg nie.. weewitt.. dua2 rapper lak uh. tp nape jhope nmpk xsame umor cm aq pon. nmpk lg tua. hmm...

padan muke zelo. sape suh ade rumor ngn pompuan len. haha... zelo yg curang. 짜증나!!!

.......

I tried so hard.
I tried my best.
I gave you my all,
and now there's nothing left.

You stole my heart,
then tore it in two.
Now I'm falling apart,
and don't know what to do.

Divided by decisions,
burned by the fire.
Confused by your words.
Tempted by desire.

I'm living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I'll lose.
Not knowing what will last.

Blinded by fear.
Drowning in doubt.
Struggling to be free.
Looking for a way out.